Space of truth.

I have to say that I have salt water issues. When I'm angry, sad or frustrated, salt water just immediately appear in my eyes. As hard as I try to stand it from dripping down, it just rebels me and drips. Curse them. Urgh, this little droplets, some call tears is always annoying or emberassing me to death. Okayy, calm down. Anyway in another way, it's good cause I've come to realize that they do make me feel better.

It's like you did something, and you feel bad about it or for instance breaking up, all you really have to do is cry. It's good for the soul(= Pfff, I sound like I'm an expert or something, well, the truth is, I'm not but I discovered it so yeah, I think I deserve spreading it at least. Somethings just sound minor but minor stuff can really measure up to a major issue. If you feel that you are sorry just apologize, though it's not as easy as it seems, hey, it's an apology, they can either accept it or go to hell.

Have a good cry. It'll make you feel better(= Trust me on this. I'm a usual to salt water leakage from my eyes((=

Be happy(=

I was feeling very gloomy and had this thinking that life is such a drab. Then I came across this thing which says Feeling happy is all up to you. You can be happy any ways you want to be. Unless if you have depression problems. Some people never feels happy and always feel rejected. Happiness depends on how you satisfy everyday in your life. It is not something that you need to buy or research online and explain what is happiness or how to feel being happy. If you are not satisfied for what you do then anything else would be just a mess for you. Sometimes, people do comment about you behind your back but don't turn all sad for that because we all have different thinkings, that's what makes things interesting. Wouldn't it be boring if we all had the same thinking and btw if you don't get what you want, try harder. There are always opportunities out there but don't drag your feet cause before you even blink it's gone. So lift your lazy feet and start running towards it(=

Ps, listening to footprints in the sand-leona lewis and the best you never had by the same singer(= check it out if you want to, you'll probably be an addict like me.

The way I had my day.

Okayy. The game Code something 4 was an okay. I have a new line anyway it's "You'll never know, if you dont try" I was a hard person to convince to play that game cause it looked complicated. One thing I know about it, all we have to do is shoot. I had a really good time. I hope all you people out there had fun. Those people who had a bad day, it's okay. Our days have ups and downs, they're usually unpredictable but some are. If you have any problems, it's best you solve it right away, so you don't have to worry about it tomorow.

This msg goes to someone: Thanks for the great time and memories. You changed my point of view of some things, showed me things I didnt know I liked, and being with me. You're no. 4.5 now(= Hope that my t-shirt comes back to me in a good condition, don't just leave it in your room to collect dust. That's just a pure mean heart.

To readers: I want to apologize for using up this space to thank someone. It's something I have to do(= Hope you understand it.

Babes, Loves and Darls

6 for my favourite number, the date I was born. White is for my favourite colour.

Ps, currently listening to kiss from a rose by seal and the man who can't be moved by Script.

Vallie's day.

Valentine's day coming this weekend!! Hope you people have someone, if you guys don't, no worries, you can always go out with a friend or a family member or whatsoever. It's also love, just in a different way. If you're out of ideas what to give your valentine, just a simple card would make a gift. I've seen smiles on peoples face when they read the content. To make it more memorable, make it yourself like 100%. Buying won't make it so memorable. Trust me. Tell them what you feel about them, about how special they are to you. LISTEN TO CROSS MY HEART. Listen to "us against the world" by Christina Millian for a love song. Unconditional love.

Marianas Trench

People, go listen to Marianas trench. They are awesome!! Almost all of their songs are great! Oh lord, I have a new lover. Wait, I think I'm in love again. They rock.

Listen to Cross my heart, shake tramp, say anything, decided to break it. AWESOME.

Just to let you guys know(=

Joy to the world?

Pauline, I'm glad you like the present we all gave you. Now we can actually chat. The night at yours was awesome. I just felt the drench of happiness wash on me. People who are concerned about me, I'm doing very fine. I'm slowly letting go of my lost and actually concentrating on my gain(= which is alot. Just open more doors of hope for me, actually I just need this particular one door to open up. I guess I just get over things very fast. Next week's Valentine's day. WOoHOo!!for you guys. To me, it's not about the gifts, it's about who you're with and it also doesn't matter where you are(somewhere not too bad). Oh yeah, one more thing, when you sleep, don't ever think of white rooms with no doors and no windows. You'll get a nightmare. I had one, it was about a crazy racoon attacking me. P.s, the racoon is not cute - no not like the ones in cartoons, this one has red eyes and sharp teeth. It's like mutated or something. Okayy, imaginations gone wild.

Memories taken and kept

Picture of the month?

Additional content--I'm sorry for your lost darl. I'm going to accompany you through this all.